Sunday, May 28, 2006
ellow...so nong nvr update liao...haha...(singapore idol)...finally holiday...got one mth no need to see his face...can faster and easlier to forget him...result take back...still not up to standard...sian...muz jia you...whole june holiday pack with camp...campfire...lesson...Study...wahaha....pack...everytime come to blog will start complianing wat he do to me...all kind of shit...this time...shhhh...dun say liao...juz wan to settle down and start everything anew...yEsTeRdAy WaS a MeMoRiSe...ToDaY iS a NeW bEiNgInG...tOmOrRoW iS a WaItInG...yeh...sunshine...
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12:11 AM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
ellow....hahz...very long nvr update blog liao...too busy...busy in study...in speech day of juz thinking....hahz....speech day rehearsal is tiring....but is so fun...march here march there....18 march jin yan birthday...at first plan wan to go ice skating one but suddenly the birthday garl and boyfriend cannot go so cancel...but at the end...me...suh yee....leon....shaun....darrell...hiro and sheng yuan when....in the group only suh yee dunno how to skate and only sheng yuan know how to skate very well...so he teach her loh....he hold his hand...put his hand on her shoulder...when i saw all this....i dun really feel that sad but only...angry that last time sheng yuan teach me ice skate also nvr teach until so nice...NOt FAIR....but leon get piss off the ran away....i get really angry about leon loh...actually he dun have the right to be angry because he is only suh yee friend...we know that he like her and even she herselft also noe that leon like her but he juz dun wan to tell her...but when he saw suh yee with other guy he will gat piss off...wat is this...i should be the one that get piss off and ran away....but i dun feel anything and juz play with shaun...actually i nee to thanks shaun to acompany me....hahz...hahz...shwng yuan still dun wish to see my face....i think last year wat i do really really piss him off and made him hate me so badly....i am the one cost all this shitie thing lah...all my fault...everything they ask him to go out but when he know that i go..he will say he dun wan to go liao....is like he didn't even wan to see my face...he really bery hate me....hate me forever...even if i am dead he will still hate me....
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6:02 AM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
ellow....today wait up early and rush to jurong east meet jin yan...for flag day but at the end she was late...nvm...she always so slow one....5hr flag day...sian...hahz but me and jin yan smart we put our heavy big at wen shi house because after that we have rv campfire....go around jurong point there and ask for charity so boring...but still got some kind hearted people like auntie will give donation....at first me and jin yan stand there for the first two hrs...after that when teck sheng come she throw me away and go other place with him....like that also can....i stand there with saheed and xiu ying....wahaha...so boring....but also interesting...see who will give donation....a auntie came towars me and give me a handful of 5 cent and tell me to put in myself....i stare at her and keep on saying thank you....after that...shuan came and acompany me...haha so good....we there talking crap...and he keep forcing me to open my mouth an ask for donation...but i shy leh...haha....about 5 30 my job end, suh yee and leon came and we go wen shi house eat dinner then go campfire....after that jin yan, teck sheng and yu fan came too....we watch horro movie..."again" haha....when we reah boon lay mrt station we meet sheng yuan....last yr we trash rv and also made their soundleader cry so this yr the rv guides scared that we will make their soundleader cry they send 3 song leader for our troop....the whole campfire we screamed and shout....so cool...but the soundleader kept on scolding us and tell us not to scream so loud.....is like wat the helll...they expect us to go campfire and not to scream and shout...siao...their campfire really suck....opps...the heart shape key chain that me and him have broke liao...that means that we are totally over....sian...i tell wen shi to help me put inside his bag but she trick we that the key chain is lost and made me cry like wat....i really can't put down this thing loh...on the way to the mrt station...wen shi ask me want to go eat dinner...at that time i very piss off so i say no very loud...u noe wat he said....Yeah....so loud...like he dun wan to see my face like that....i really very angry and sad so i walk away.....when i reach the mrt station leon stop me but push him away....he scolded me and say why i wan to get angry because wat he say....on the way suh yee scolded him like hell....he asked wen shi that should he apologise to me....yu fan said no...yu fan is a jerk loh....dunno who is the one that help him to be with wen shi not he like that treat him....tell him go and die that....idoit.....today is a bad day....
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9:53 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
ellow....very tired....footdrill for two hours...but very fun....practice for speech day....after all he also not that bad lah...but only say bad about me with that stupid fish rice...(yu fan)....he still treat me as a frenz then i happy liao lah....yeah...this saturday got flag day...and after then flag day we guides and scouts go river valley campfire....wow..also the whole scouts~venture~rover going....haha...we muz trash rv....yeah....hahz...next next week is hoilday liao...but before the haoliday we taking back our term 1 result...not very good..i can say...but i believe if i set my mind clear...i sure can make it...i muz do for them to see....i can do it one...haha....
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5:12 AM
Saturday, February 18, 2006
ellow....time really fly...jin yan and teck sheng one year liao...fast rite...if i still with him...i think we also going to one yr...oh watever stopping thinking about the ass...he really very bad...i only ask him which poly he wan to go...u know wat he reply me...i go which poly your business izzit....i only ask him as a friends but he still like that treat me....dunno who is the one that say we cannot be good frenz even we had broke up....haix....dun waste my time with this kind of people....xD
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8:34 PM
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
ellow....i very the long never rite my blog liao...haiyo....i very busy mah...not because of maple but school work...school reopen liao mah....go to school is good because can see my lao gong and my lao gong lao po....haha...and also muz study lah....but dunno why i so bad luck....my class sit beside he class.....wat the bloody hell...my god u wan me to die izzit...like that i very hard forget him leh....school reopen until now happen alot of things....haix....but all is about him...him...him...why he cannot get out of my mind....sian....everyday he will come to school with jia hui....when i see them together i feel very uneasy...they say because i jealous....i also dunno...jie min ask jia hui izzit with sheng yuan then she say no lah juz meet at the mrt....but i saw they meet behind the ticket station....wah lao...why this kind of thing also muz let me see....i totally cry loh....my mind is like going crazy...is they both together...or us meet in the mrt....everything juz pop out can make be crazy...i there think if they both really together...haix...i can't feel anything liao....all this matter make my heart die...no feel liao...if now u ask me...do i still like sheng yuan...i will ask u...no...because i noe that he really got not feeling towords him and i think so much about him for wat...as if he will come back to me...and in my heart, the sheng yuan i noe is dead 4 mth ago...i juz simply wan to be his frenz or better still his best frenz because i noe alot of thinks about him...when we break up that day he still they say he will treat me as sister...like real my ass lah....he this big liar...people juz sms him to ask something he juz won't reply...u running away from me for wat...u scare wat shit...i am not a stranger to u loh...i feel very bad when he treat me like that...i think i juz wan to concentrate on my N n O level then after all this then i go find boyfriend...in poly...muhahaha....jia you shi en...u can do it....
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7:02 AM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
ellow....very long never write blog liao....too busy playing maple....heex....today need to go to school for guides.....for the step down party at sentosa....haha....i in the games group.....hehe..can sabo people....haha...okay...cannot say too much stuff....is TOP SECRET.....haha....after guides go shopping with shan ling, wen shi and shi pei....go jurong east....haha....they buy clothes for miss chua wedding....haha....after that we go ice skating ring and wait for leon....we wait for 2 hrs because somebody wan to see somebody....haha....then i need to bring that somebody to go meet that somebody.....haha....got wen shi acompany me then nvm....haha.....then we go commonwealth and wait for suh yee and sheng yuan because they work at billabong office....cool right....then we go back to jurong east and eat dinner....haha....ex jokergang meeting but yu fan never come.....bloody hell...that sheng yuan very thick skin loh....we break up liao he still put his bloddy arm on my shoulder and keep on pushing it down....ass hole....wat leon say....he dun feel pai sie or sorry about breaking up....his like nothing to him....bloody hell....i think he juz treat the relationship like a game.....game over then over loh....nothing matter.....this guy is really hopeless.....that wat i always say to him.....he cannot love people because he dunno wat is love.....he treat love as a game.....wat the bloody hell.....now i dun like him liao...but my love change to hate.....sometime i really hate him loh....i dun understand...break up is both matter but why he still can live so happy....no fair.....no fair......errrr......
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6:09 PM
